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Thursday, October 19th, 2006
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So I am going to have to agree with Tresca.... This illness I have is not a "Cold" but really The DREADED DEATH FLU!!! duhn duhn duhn...
I have been sick for like the past month now.. and guess what still not doing any better... Woo hoo for me ... It started out being something like chest pain.. and flemmy breathing .. so I took Nyquil, Dayquil, cough medicine.. blah blah blah .. Then it seemed to go away .. But low and behold the damn thing turned into painful breathing and this wonderful cough that occured everytime I opened my mouth .. Let me just say I was super duper attractive that week .. hahaha ...
Finally it moved into being a stuffy nose.. which I was like okay !! Finally something that is not going to make me feel too crappy ... WRONG!! It wasnt just a stuffy nose... it turned into severe sinus congestion!!! The pain in my face hurt so bad!! Oh man... It felt like my face was beaten in with a brick .. Oh yeah!! Lets top it off with that damn cough coming back... only now it is accompanied with a choking noise...
I hate being sick... now I know what most of you must be thinking... Why havent you gone to the doctors?? I will tell you .. Two reasons... One: I dont have the time to go to the doctors because I have two days off a week and I have other things to accomplish on those days... Two: I dont really want to go to a doctors down here, because I have trust issues with doctors offices that are set in a " shopping center" .. which is where all doctor offices seem to be down here...
I am hoping that I am going to be feeling better soon... I am still taking medicine and I dont feel so "blah" anymore.. so I guess that is an improvement... :o)
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So I just started my new work out routine... and I feel great.. I am way Way WAY out of shape but who cares, that is all gonna change ...
I figure to start off I am going to work out 2 times a day once in the morning and then when I get home .. and I am going to switch it up between cardio and yoga/pilates and running .. I might even get some of my dance tapes and start using those...
Now those of you who dont know this ... the reason behind my sudden grasp on physical fitness is that I discovered a few days ago that I have gained WAY too much weight since I have moved to Miami and I am sick of it .. it needs to stop .. Starting today I have cut out fast food completely from my diet again ... the occasional grilled chicken sandwich without toppings and half a bun is okay ... but pop needs to be cut down to a minute level as well ..
Well I am going to use live journal as a way to track my process and stuff .. so wish me luck and I will report back in a few weeks with my process!!
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" He takes tylenol like he sucks cock!" : Sitting around talking about pain medication
" Are you guys done anally raping me yet?" : Playing Phase 10 with Kyle and Me
" Women. Cant live with them and they are FUCKING bitches!!" : Drinking night... Enough said
I hope you all have enjoyed these quotes because I know that I do.. And I always get a good chuckle when I think of them ..
P.S. I should really post an update on this thing because it has been like 2 months or so since my last post.
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Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
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I've been in a bad mood for the last couple of weeks... No real reason just life really that has been getting me down.. And it isnt like I just change my mood and lift myself from this funk because it is really just the stress from school and work and everything else that is getting to me .. (Everything else being living in Miami, not having a reliable car, having no money, not sleeping, etc.)
My birthday is on Saturday and I am kinda over it already... Sad I know but I am... I get in bad moods when it comes to my birthday because I always feel like WOW I am another year older and I still havent done anything with my life... JOY... I wish now that before I had started college I had saved up enough money to go to Europe like I wanted too.. To experience a different culture and to surround myself in that.. (Now I know what everyone is thinking.. Miami is FILLED with a different culture... ) But I want a culture where it isnt Americanized... You know .. where it isnt Illegal immigrants coming in and then feeling like they are better than everyone else because they have experienced "hardship".. yeah it was real hard to sneek on a ship, float across the ocean, jump on land where once you are standing the country can not send you back, where that same country will then set up funds to pay for you to live here and get a new house, and a new car and pay for your children's education for a bit.. yet at the same time that country cant afford to fund people who have lived here all their lives to go to school .. and then not expect to pay it back... BLEH!!
I am also tired of being a good person and getting nothing in return except for PROBLEMS that I have to OVERCOME.. Take my car for instance.. Now I can handle my car breaking down.. but not costing me $4000.00 to fix (so it is going to stay broken)and then to find out at the same time that my mother can no longer help me fund school.. JOY ... Oh but here is the kicker... I have to be in school full time to stay on my moms insurance plan.. but I cant afford to pay $2,500 plus for a semester... but I cant not go to school at all because if I do that all my loans I have already aquired will go into REPAYMENT MODE.. So yes!! GO me..
I just needed to vent that.. And I am not venting in the stupid journal to get pity or sympathy from people because I realize everyone has their problems and most of them are bigger than mine .. But to vent makes me feel better, even if it is just for a few minutes..
Alrighty.. well I am gonna go clean my apartment so that on Friday when everyone gets here it will look nice.. and then I can pretend to be okay with my situation...
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My 20th Birthday is approaching... hahaha... makes me feel kinda weird...
Nicole, Reychl and their friend Valentina are coming down to visit me next weekend for my birthday... wish I could get to see more of my friends... but I am still excited to see them .. :o)
That is all ...
The rest of my life is either the same or it has gotten slighty worse... no big deal .. I will live..
Later people ..
Steve ...
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Friday, January 13th, 2006
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Hey everyone I want to sell my Sony Laptop :o) It is a year old, in excellent condition.. I have the disk to wipe the computer clean so it will be in the same condition as when I bought it ... So its not like I am just going to give it to you as is..
Its a Sony Laptop with Microsoft Windows XP, Pentium 4 Processor, it has Infineon (whatever this is .. sorry bare with me I dont know a lot about computers..) it also has a Wireless Internet Card built in ... So it is ready for any kind of wireless router... :o) It has 3, USB Ports, CD burner, and Ether net plug...
I purchased this computer for about $1400.00 and want to sell it for about $775 - $850 ...
So if anyone is interested just email me or leave me a message...
SlyDory318@yahoo.com
SlyDory86 = AIM
Just let me know ..
Bye!!
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Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
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So I finally made it to Michigan last night around 11:30ish ... I was supposed to be in sooner but my flight was delayed like 2 hours... So needless to say that was a lot of fun, because I got to the airport about 3 hours early.. made it through security in record time ... 3 minutes.. if you count the time it took me to get my shoes back on .. Other than that the flight was awesome!! I had the whole row to myself, with the nice reclining chairs :o) I slept the entire way ... well I was awake through take off, then I fell asleep and then woke up right as we were getting ready to descend .. so to me it was nice...
My mom picked me up and we came home and I got to see my animals.. I missed them so much .. they were all adorable.. Then my mom and I talked for like an hour and a half, then we opened our gifts, and then we headed to get a coffee and then headed out to Walmart.. Got home about 4 am .. and went to bed .. IT WAS AMAZING!!
Other than that .. I havent done too much else.. Saw Kyle and Jessica today, we went to the mall, and then I went over to my grandma's house and got to see my family (my aunt, my little cousins, my uncle and aunt ) it was really cool... Made me very very happy!!!! We all had dinner together and then when my uncle and aunt left.. My mom, my grandma, my aunt geri and I played Pinnocle.. My grandma and I beat them !!
:o) So all this fun I am having and it is really technically only day 1 of my vacation !! Later in the week I get to see Amanda and Shawna, and Ms. Wells .. YAY!!! :oD
Tomorrow night I am going out to dinner with my friends from my store (Ang, Brandy, Ashleigh, Lolo, Gabby, Felicia, Rachel... HOPEFULLY KRIS!! ) That would make me happy!!
Well I think that is enough of an update for now .. I will post again before I head home ...
Later everyone!!
Steve
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Friday, December 16th, 2005
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Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
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| Time: | 9:37 pm. |
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So it has been a while since my last journal entry...
Nothing really new has happened to me... Well nothing that everybody on my buddy list dont already know about... November 6 was mine and Kyle's 1 year anniversary.. It was a lot of fun. I got roses which made me happy .. Flowers usually bring a smile to my face :o)
School is going GREAT! I scored another A on a math test which pretty much guarantees me an A in the class for the semester which is awesome.. My final weighs heavily on my grade, which may or may not be a good thing for me... Time will tell.. My other classes are going well, so here is to hoping that my GPA will be a good high number...
Work is heading in a good direction! I found out from my Assistant Manager Katy, that she and Steve (the store manager) have been talking about me a lot lately, and on how it has been all good things and (get this) How I would be a great Ass. Manager. Katy said that it wouldnt be anytime soon, because the holidays are beginning to occur and it would just be to hectic for me to get the training I would need before the holidays hit completed.. But that I should expect a promotion sometime after the holidays... WOO HOO !! For me .. :o) Makes me happy.. Very happy... Makes me happy that I chose to stick through all the bullshit that this company has put me through..
In other news, I talked to Steve about when I would be able to head home for the holidays.. And he said that it wouldnt be a problem for me to head home December 26th and stay through January 1st.. Which is really cool, because I wont have to be alone on any holidays.. That would seriously suck... lol...(I talked to Nicole about Christmas and we decided that I would come up and see her and Reychl for Christmas)...
Next weekend ... IS THE HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE MOVIE PREMIERE WEEKEND!! And I am going up to see Nicole!! WOOT WOOT!! MOVIE TIME!! and we are going to have so much fun it is going to be sickening!! But in a totally good way..
Oh yes.. Delphine (one of the girls from work, who also is from France; is going to teach me French.. well atleast help me relearn what I already know... so atleast I can say I can speak another language.. :o) )
I have been in a really good mood lately... well there have been a couple of down falls on the scale of moods, but in general I have been in a really good mood... So there is another check mark for Positives... I actually thought that I was going to be in a bad mood after the minor incident Kyle had with his ex... and I wont deny it .. I was in a slightly touchy mood for that night and the next morning, but then I got over it... well not exactly over it, but I pushed it out of my mind because I didnt want to be in a bad mood because of something Kyle's ex said... so one more plus for me.. I think I might just be growing up a little bit more..
Well I am going to go, cause I have a slight headache and I kind of just want to relax for a little bit.. so good night everyone... :o)
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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
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WORST GAY PICK UP LINES
1. I wish you were a door so I could slam you all day long.
2. (As you lick your finger and wipe on his shirt?) Now, let's get you out of these wet clothes.
3. Nice ass? What time does it open?
4. Do you work for UPS? I thought I saw you checking out my package.
5. You've got 206 bones in your body. Would you like one more?
6. Can I buy you a drink or do you just want the money?
7. I may not be the best looking guy in here but I'm the only one talking to you.
8. I'm a bird watcher and I'm looking for a Big Cocked Bed Thrasher. Have you seen one?
9. Do you want to play army? I'll lie down and you can blow the hell out of me.
10. I wish you were a Pony Carousel outside of Wal-Mart so I could ride you all day long for a quarter.
11. Oh, I'm sorry. I thought that was a Braille nametag.
12. I'd really like to see how you look when I'm naked.
13. You might not be the best looking guy in here but beauty is only a light switch away.
14. You must be the limp doctor because I've got a stiffy.
15. I'd walk a million miles for one of your smiles and even farther for that little thing you do with your tongue.
16. If it's true that we are what eat, then I could be you by morning.
17. You know, if I were you, I'd have sex with me.
18. Fuck me if I'm wrong, but isn’t your name Easy Bottom?
19. Those clothes would look great in a crumpled heap on my bedroom floor.
20. Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again?
21. Hi! I'm Mr. Right. Someone said you were looking for me.
22. My name is John. Remember that? You’ll be screaming it later.
23. My friend wants to know if you think I'm cute.
24. My name isn't Elmo but you can tickle me anywhere you want to.
25. I know milk does a body good but…DAMN! How much have you been drinking?
26. If you and I were the last men on earth, I'll bet we could do it in public.
27. Do you want to come over for some pizza and sex? No? Why? You don't like pizza?
28. Dude, I'm an American Express lover? You shouldn't go home without me.
29. Do you sleep on your stomach? No??? Can I?
30. Do you wash your dreams in Windex, because I can see myself in them.
31. Your cute.. Can I push your stool in?
32. Do you work at Subway? Cause you just made me a foot long.
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Monday, October 10th, 2005
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| Time: | 2:19 am. |
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I was going through my livejournal tonight and I realized something ... NO ONE EVER REPLIES TO ANY OF MY ENTRIES.... LIKE EVER...
It is kind of pathetic....
That is all ... I just wanted to share
Good night
~Steve
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Sunday, October 9th, 2005
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Okay so, I was playing Minesweeper and something hit me... "Check your Blurty Log!!" Which is really weird because I havent made an entry on that website for like eons! Well not really eons, more like a week or something before my 18th birthday... It was kind of interesting ... And as I was reading through my old entries I found and interesting one where I basically told off everyone... Including people that didnt even have my name ... And then I listed like 20 things that I consider to be my faults.. I thought I would share with you those faults from 2004 and then compare them and see if I have grown at all ... THIS SHOULD BE INTERESTING!!
1.) I allow myself to be affected by things too much
2.) I allow people to upset me, and then not tell them
3.) I use people when I feel down... hanging out with them gets my mind off my troubles
4.) I have an implosive anger complex
5.) Food is my comfort when I get depressed
6.) I dont stick up for myself
7.) I cant say NO and stick with it
8.) I allow people to guilt me into things
9.) Most of the time I will follow along and converse on the subject and agree with the person to feel a sense of
exceptance
10.) I am insecure about my weight, but am too scared & lazy to do anything about it
11.) I allow people to make up my mind for me..
12.) I surround myself with people, cause I never want to be alone
13.) I dont have any self-confidence
14.) I cry when I get to upset
15.) I avoid confrontation because, I am affraid to go off, cause I dont know if I could control my actions
16.) I worry about things that I cant control
17.) I want everyone to like me, and try really hard to achieve that...
18.) I can pick out faults about others that really are faults of mine..
19.) I get to uptight, and can tend to be too serious most of the time
20.) I appologize for speaking my mind, especially if it happens to hurt the person I told..
Wow... those are all really good ones... And I wont lie the majority of them I still believe to be true..
1.) I still allow things to affect me too much
2.) Nope.. I kinda fixed this little fault of mine .. sorta
3.) Nope.. I dont really need to use people to make me feel better.. If I feel crappy I just talk to people online ..
4.) I still have a bit of an implosive anger complex
5.) Food is still my comfort when I am depressed
6.) Not so much a problem anymore
7.) Unfortunately, I still cant stick to NO when I say it
8.) People can still guilt me into things
9.) Nope!! My new philosophy is .. If you dont like what I say .. Tough .. Its my opinion!
10.) Still insecure about my weight, however, I am not too lazy or scared to do stuff about it .. Just too busy!
11.) Not so much ... sometimes though ..
12.) Nope!
13.) Nope!!
14.) Yeah .. I dont really see this one changing .. EVER.. being emotional when I argue is just who I am
15.) Sometimes...
16.) I still worry about things I cant control... but I have learned to live with the fact that I cant change them ..
17.) Not so much .. If you like me you like me .. If you dont oh well .. Your just lame ..
18.) Eh.. I can always see people's downfalls.. however I know the majority of mine as well ..
19.) Not so much a problem... because I am not really worried about if people like me or not ..
20.) Sometimes...
In the long run, I really havent changed to much in the last year or so .. And I really dont mind .. I like who I am, as a person .. I dont go out of my way to harm others, or to make them feel crappy.. I would say that the majority of the time I will put everyone else's feelings before my own and then when no one asks me how I am doing .. I DEAL .. Its what I have pretty much done my entire life, and in the long run I probably will always be that way ..
Another thing ... I had a lot of frustration back then .. I mean reading those articles and the anger that was portrayed through them .. Was really abundant ... Kind of scary .. And from where I am currently, reading those journal entries was actually quite surreal.. I hadnt forgotten how close I was to never talking to Kyle again, or Amy... But I didnt remember it being that serious or the exact reasons for each of them .. But I was really hurt by how Kyle treated me from like Christmas to March ...Like I actually remember crying about it, and feeling completely stupid for letting myself get attatched to him that way... Sadly enough, reading them drudged up all those feelings and smacked me in the face with them ... I mean now that we are dating I know Kyle would never treat me badly.. And I dont really hold anything against him, because he didnt see it as he was treating me badly.. Cant change it though...
And the whole deal with Amy... Was pretty much the same thing .. I was sick of being treated like the scapegoat for her problems.. Now I know that she wasnt doing that, but that is how I felt ... Cant change that either ...
Well I think that with the posting of this journal entry I will have caused a lot of discomfort with some people .. and raise some questions with others.. But I am going to have to live with those consequences... :o/
Until my next entry everyone!! Where I will guarantee it to be a much more upbeat entry ..
I say... Later days!
~Stephen
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Friday, September 16th, 2005
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 | You scored as Akasha. You are the ultimate in ambition. You don't just want to own the world you want to make crawl to you on its hands and knees begging for mercy or at the least a taste!
Akasha | | 100% | Marius | | 75% | Armand | | 67% | Spike | | 58% | Dracula | | 50% | Lestat | | 50% | Blade | | 42% | Deacon Frost | | 42% | Louis | | 33% | Angel | | 17% | </td>
Whose your Vampire personality? (images)
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Monday, September 12th, 2005
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| Time: | 3:19 pm. |
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Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"
Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.
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Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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So I am sitting in the apartment, I am kind of bored. Kyle is on the phone, and I dont really feel like watching television at the moment, so I thought that I would come in and write a quick journal entry.
I slept most of the day.. Well not really most of the day really... Most of my day was spent watching Cleopatra 2525.. (DAMN YOU KYLE!!)Anyways, the majority of my day was spent doing that, while Kyle was at Orientation, and then when he came home we ate some tacos and then went in and took a nap. I slept much longer than he did.. but all is good ..
I havent been feeling like myself lately, not really sure why. Could be the boredom, could be something else that I havent realized yet.. At times I feel like I am on the verge of a break down, like if I could just quit and do nothing, that would make me feel better. Until I realized what I had done and starting going crazy because I had just quit my job... Eh..
I wish I had some friends I could talk to but, all my friends are busy with their own lives.. Or I can never reach them...
Alright.. I will talk to everyone later..
Steve
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Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
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So... wow... Its been a while since I actually came on LJ to post a journal entry... But hey.. In my defense I have been really busy, with all the moving and then starting work 2 days after I got here.. And it hasnt slowed down any (the work that is)..
Been working 40+ hours a week at Pier 1 (Yes I know that it is good money, however, I never leave that damn place) I work in general a
1-9:30 shift.. That has been almost everyday.. So when you break it down... I have to leave my house between 12:15 and 12:30 because it usually takes me about a half hour to get there.. Then I have to work the rest of the day, the Ass. Managers take their sweet ol' time closing so I dont usually get out of the store until about 10, then I get to drive that half hour back home so I get home around 10:30/11ish depending on traffic... So that means on a regular basis.. I get to get up (before Kyle is awake, and leave before he is awake) go to work, work all day, come home and pretty much go to bed so I can do it all over again the following day...
Another thing.. When I started working here.. The Manager Steve, told me that I would be able to get either Saturday or Sunday off every week, because they dont like to work the employees the full weekend unless needed... Hmm .. What a crock of Bull!! Its been almost a month and I havent had a day off on the weekend yet.. However, everybody else at my store has days off.. So that pisses me off...
I seriously hate working at that place.. The customers are rude, the people I work with are rude.. The other day they asked me if I wanted to go take a "smoke" break.. which means they go around the back and smoke pot... And that is about everyone except for like 2 people.. Aside from the pot smoking, I still dont like any of them... So needless to say I am looking for another job... However with all my retail experience, I am apparently not worthy enough to work at any other stores in the area, like BEST BUY or anything because I have applied to other jobs when they have openings and I cant even get a fucking call back for an interview...
I miss everyone!! I cant wait to come home for Christmas.. however I might not be able to because of Pier One.. (they arent going to let me come home for christmas, because that is when they make like $600,000.00 and they need everyone... and it would be unfair of me to short staff them.. <-- that was the manager speaking) Either way... "I quit or I find another job"... I will be coming home for Christmas..
Kyle and I are doing well... I feel bad though, cause I had to work on his birthday and on our anniversary.. And I havent really been like all nice to him either... Actually I have been kind of a bitch.. I dont mean to be, I am just stressing out because I dont want to work at Pier One any more and I cant find another job so that I dont have too... So I have been going to work in a bad mood, building it up while I am there, and then come home in a bad mood with a short temper and blowing up at him, from time to time..
There is more stuff I want to talk about, however, I need to finish getting ready to go to work... So I will catch you guys later...
Bye everyone!!
Steve
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Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
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 | You scored as Out and Proud Queer. You're the Out and Proud Queer. Everyone knows you rgay, and if they don't, they soon will! Just watch out for those rural parts of America where Rainbows are something shot at with shotguns by rednecks!
Out and Proud Queer | | 70% | Politiqueer | | 70% | Drama Queen | | 60% | Abercromibe Boi | | 50% | Slut | | 30% | Circuit Boy | | 20% | Attitude Queen | | 20% | Drag Queen | | 20% | Twink | | 10% | Gym Bunny | | 10% | Mess | | 0% | Str8 boi | | 0% | </td>
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I feel really crappy because of yesterday.. Nicole and Reychl said some things that while they were hurtful, they were very true.. I'm not going to be seeing them for a while, once I move, so I should want to spend time with them before its too late and I cant anymore.. My family is also important and I think that I have lost sight of that in the recent years... I have been very self involved, with school, work, friends, and what I want.. I havent really been there for anyone recently.. and it is so not like me to be like that..
I dont really have anything else to say.. Just a lot is running through my mind..All the emotions that are driving these thoughts are on my mind.... I have come to a brick wall... and I am stuck between climbing it and finding out what is on the other side.. or turning around and staying where everything is comfortable and I know what is going on... Moving and starting a new chapter in my life is scary but so is not taking the leap and trying something new.. I know that if I stay here, when I am so close to leaving.. I wont be happy either.. and probably end up completely miserable...
So... I really dont know..
Any thoughts??
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Thursday, June 16th, 2005
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| Time: | 9:55 pm. |
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Alrighty...
So I haven't really updated in a couple of days, so seeing as how I am sitting here doing nothing I figured why not...
Not a whole lot has happened since my last update.. I am still getting nauseous every time I eat.. It happens without fail.. I will be super hungry, start eating, get full fast, stop eating, and then it hits me.. I get these hot flashes and my stomach starts to tighten up and I want to vomit... It is a very weird thing and it really is starting to suck because I cant enjoy anything ... It happens even if I don't eat anything .. I will be sitting there watching a movie with Kyle, perfectly fine... Then out of no where ... I get nauseous... I should probably go to the doctor's before I leave...
Kyle got me a ring for our anniversary.. It was really sweet, now we have matching rings!!! :o).. I had to get another size, because the one he got me wasn't big enough for my finger... But now it fits!! So YAY!!
I started going through my stuff today, so I could start packing... I know we leave in a month but I would rather have the majority of stuff packed by the time July rolls around.. I am getting excited.. Big big BIG step I am taking ...
I have been working a lot.. Last week I worked 35.5 hours.. and this week I will have worked 40, so hopefully Randy will live up to what he said about giving me as many hours as he could until I leave.. It will be nice..
I applied for my student loan, it should be processed and stuff by the time I leave.. Hopefully it will because it will require my signature and my mother's because she is the co-signer on the loan..
I have been having trouble sleeping the past couple of weeks.. It is getting annoying, but I really don't know what is going on... I go to bed at a decent time and get up at the same time everyday pretty much... with exceptions to maybe one or two days a week... But for the past couple of weeks, I have been waking up like an hour after I fall asleep and then like an hour before I have to wake up to go to work.. So I am getting jipped out of two hours of sleep every day.. Accumulated that translates into A LOT OF SLEEP I AM MISSING...
The new assistant manager started this week.. I don't like her.. So I guess it is a good thing that I only have to put up with her for a couple of weeks, until I move to Florida...
I have been having a lot of dreams of me dying lately.. Don't really know what is going on with that.. It will vary between me being shot, stabbed, or in a car accident .. The car accident one occurs much more frequently than the others do, but still my death happens.. And I can remember lying there (I am awake in my dream) thinking .. "Hmm... I guess this means I am going to die at a young age.." Creepy I know.. But I can't help but wonder if I am supposed to die at a young age.. Maybe never accomplish what I want, meet the people I want.. But hey... We all are going to die one day.. it is simply a matter of when and where...
I guess that what I wrote about nothing really being new, or having anything to really talk about, was a pretty false statement.. But I have no intention of going back and changing anything in this journal entry.. I am however, going to leave for now, because I have actually run out of stuff to say, and I want to take a shower before I head to bed..
So later everybody...
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Part Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable | Part Shy Kisser |
You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with it
And that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty well
You usually don't make the first move when it comes to making out
But you've got plenty of intensity in return |
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pissed off.
laughing....
content.
annoyed.
Lost in uncertainty.
